"The Reason God Comes is the Steady Decline of Humanity into the Abyss of Common Appetites and Desires."

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Dog Poet Transmitting.......

I had nearly completed an entire posting when I realized I should put it aside. It wasn't a bad effort. It was very anecdotal, somewhat reminiscent, somewhat present time. I am changing so much these days that sometimes what got done the day before is no longer pertinent to the moment and the mindset of it. The title was, “The Catbird Seat is lined with the Corpses of Dead Songbirds.” heh heh.

It might have been amusing in some parts and not funny at all in others but I didn't want to talk about it anymore, not at the moment. I just want to talk about The Divine and the joy of The Presence. What happens in an apocalypse, attended by an Awakening, is that at some point God will put in an appearance. Any student of Occult History knows that God comes and goes like clockwork. He's always present for the earnest and perceptive, but sometimes he comes with a greater and more intense sense of presence. It is the presence that attends the arrival of The Avatar. It is an external event but the majority of its effect is Internal. Many people may never encounter The Avatar in person, but they will assuredly encounter him in a life and consciousness transforming manner by virtue of his radiance.

When Jesus walked in those 3 years, he directly connected with only a small portion of the earth's population, and with the ones he did make contact with, only a small portion of them received the deeper teachings. At the time when Jesus was here, the population of the Earth was also MUCH SMALLER. Since that time, he has touched an exponentially greater number of people. Of those, a much smaller amount have attained Christ Consciousness.

There have been many organizations that have come and gone between then and now. Some were misguided. In the religious arena, some were seriously and criminally misguided. There has ALWAYS been an inner brotherhood shepherding humanity through the incarnation cycles. Sometimes it is a secret order. Sometimes it has an esoteric school. Sometimes it is manifestly exoteric and a purely temporal affair. I was fond of The Essenes and their teachings. I've studied (what I could find) most of them. Of all of them, the Rosicrucians appealed to me the most.

They have a few rules and that is it. They wear no special uniforms and go about with everyone as if they were everyone else. They have no external hierarchy. They heal. That is their one noted power. They are anonymous and some of them live for centuries. I had an amusing experience a few decades ago. I had this girlfriend, Svargo, and I had been telling her about how I was tormented by The World and wished there was somewhere I could go. Perhaps she asked me if I had somewhere in mind; an idea of a somewhere. I mentioned The Rosicrucians. I meant the True and Invisible Rosicrucian Order. However it happened, she called The Rosicrucian headquarters in Southern Ca. I think it was there and she spoke with one of the leaders and he said, “Please tell him to come here. We would very much like him to be a member.”

I was told that meant to come and stay there and live in the fellowship. I don't think that sort of thing happens very often, out of the blue like that. I didn't go. I've had a lot of experience with religious organizations that have living situations, and the same with ashrams. I have NEVER been in an environment of that kind, religious or arcane, where there was no tension, rampaging ambition and competition, most of which was behind the scenes plotting, gossip and slander, and... I always would think of the higher governing ranks in the Catholic Church, whose history I've studied. The Machiavellian intrigues and venal striving were amazing. They even had lineages like the Borgia Popes. There were so many figures that Shakespeare covered. I'm reminded what men who wanted only to glorify God like Michelangelo had to go through with The Church.

It's no picnic to be a spiritual teacher with an organization. It's like having a karmic replica of a Hatfield and McCoy feud. In real life (snicker) people come from all over to reincarnate into the blood families of people who may have committed all sorts of offenses on them in lives past, or with offenses pending. The Lords of Karma put people in truly surprising scenarios for reason beyond the ken of ordinary mortals. It made me sad not to be able to find a community of kindred spirits. Eventually, the blogs took care of that. When you are an outsider, it is usually a lifelong thing.

In any case, there IS a hidden fraternity of souls who labor through the ages to bring light to the darkness of the human mind. It is most often a thankless task in the material sense and it is with GOOD REASON that members of the inner order go about in anonymous fashion. This invisible hierarchy is responsible for all positive and wonderful changes in human nature. I know it looks like the psychopaths are running the asylum, BUT... as ever, it is for The Purpose of Demonstration. We are in a unique place in human history and since I KNOW that Heaven has authority over all things, I accept that all is as it should be, NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKS.

It is my opinions and judgments that have held me back, because I, like so many of us, assumed that I knew things which I did not. I had to let go of it all, even the rational aspects because things are ALMOST NEVER what they seem, and certainly the causal nature of them goes GENERALLY unknown.

I was a very smart fellow and extremely determined. I was also very young. I knew so much, until the day I met The Man on the Beach. In the day that I spent with him, he said, “I don't know” more than anything else, much more than anything else and I remember well, walking with him by the creek at Lime Kiln Creek, and suddenly, apropos of nothing I can recall, I was saying, “I don't know.” The funny thing is that I was realizing, profoundly that I viscerally did not know. It was like a weight being lifted from my mind and all of what I thought I knew took a flier.

It was similar to when my personality was sucked out of my being during the kundalini experience and nothing remained. It was the precursor to it. It took me a while to realize that there was a self there yet. It was the self that the other-selves concealed beneath their riot of impulses that drove them through life. I've had various front personalities that merge into the next one, brought about by life changes, but I've never taken any of them seriously. They are the mask I wear in this masquerade ball that is the ever-changing dream of life. We all have one, or several. As I like to say, 'We all have other faces.” We have the everyday face and the evening face that changes as the planetary influence changes. Sunlight and Moonlight have different aspects, though they are both Sunlight. Then we have the face that shows when danger appears. There are the faces of appetite. There are the faces of trauma, sorrow, and love.

What I am trying to say is that it is no easy thing to EFFECTIVELY communicate with The Divine. Various protocols have to be in order. Yes... God is watching you all the time, but it is not often that he acts in a more direct fashion. He created it to watch it. When he does become more present and engaged is during the time of The Avatar. This period of time is like the bonus round in a game show. There are possibilities that exist which are not around most of the time. If God comes in person then he has a reason and the reason is the steady decline of humanity into the abyss of common appetites and desires. He comes to awaken humanity and that is The Awakening presently in operation. The apocalypse is to uncover and reveal Truth that was previously hidden. This is a wonderful and serendipitous time. Do not focus on the NEGATIVE.

If THEY can get you to be fearful and intimidated, they have done their job. THEY make themselves real to you as figures of authority and then they exercise that authority. For me, there is but one authority and I recognize no other. I see the temporal side of it but it doesn't impact on me. What does it say in The Bible? “Be ye wise as serpents and harmless as doves.”

In this world, there are people you can talk to and people you might be advised to avoid. If you can manage with “Hello” do so. If you can exchange details without strife then do so. With some, you can go deeper and with most, you must glide across the surface. Shine on regardless but sidestep dispute. You cannot reach most people with the deeper aspects of existence, but you can radiate them. Truth is infectious. Once planted it will grow if it can be planted. What does The Bible say about sowing seeds on rocks and barren ground?

If you want to be a Rosicrucian, act like a Rosicrucian and it will attract Rosicrucians. We are ALL radiating unique evidence of our presence, but I am in temporary form here. It makes more sense to let the timeless and eternal flow through one than to block it for foolish enterprises.

End Transmission.......